Mermaiding Mermaiden Mermaid Claire

by Kitsune-kun / Kathryn Bingham

My good friend Lady Lavender, my purple haired friend Kathryn  Bagley Bingham, took some beautiful Selkie/Mermaid photos of me this last spring.
Of course of course of course, I am just barely getting around to posting this event. But, I just need to acknowledge her talent. She works almost exclusively in film, which is impressive, so everybody run and hire this girl to make you look like a fairy tale.

Check out her amazing website: CLICK HERE, FOOL

OR HERE

This is a tale about my childhood, but more about my Aunt Dale

The last fifteen minutes just made me disappear and reappear, blink in and out. My substance became light, but not like a cloud. More like ghost. How can something so beautiful be so devastating? I just received word that my Great Aunt Dale passed away this afternoon. I read the news, closed the page, and sat on in stillness, simply calling back all the memories I have of visiting my Aunt Dale, and why she was so magical and wonderful and every nice thing to me.


Every year of my childhood (then troubling tweens, and finally bad-haired-angst-filled teens) up till the year my Aunt became to sick too host large parties, too sick live alone, my entire wonderfully massive extended family spent a weekend in July at my Aunt Dale's home in Star Valley, Wyoming. Cousins, second cousins, third-forth-fifth cousins, aunts, uncles, boyfriends, neighbors, pets, hot dogs... EVERYONE pulled into dodge and set up camp. Star Valley is a small town in what always felt to be the middle of nowhere. Far away from friends, TV, the computer (remember when the internet came to town and enraptured everyone into staying at home), this small town often made us sigh from ennui... until we'd snap out of it and find cousins to play tag with, ancient comic books to peruse, and fireworks to set off in the road with the "older" cousins. We loved Aunt Dale's. Loved and love. Each memory is precious to me, to us.


One of my earliest memories is of my sisters and I collecting change in old baby food and mason jars in order to buy candy at Aunt Dale's post office, a bewitching side room, which later became a bright pink room, home to dolls with curly hair and big eyes, and stuffed animals of every genus and species. Porcelain figurines? Probably.


At night we'd sleep outside in tents. Gold stars to those old enough to remember the Native American-esq tepee, and a quidditch world cup to those who actually slept in it.
I remember swiftly paddling a canoe down a skinny canal that bordered the back field of my Aunt Dale's yard. We'd fly with grace through the water, and would reach out to get our hands wet, count water skeeters, and to pull up the long weeds on the bank. This all, of course fed into my wildest dreams of being Sacajawea or other Indian Princess. By the time I would finish coming up with an appropriate Indian Princess name, always always always, we'd run head long into the point where the canal slipped through a gate/fence, which was, at the time, the scariest non-threatening barricade in the entire world, and have to precariously turn 180 degrees in our seats, to make the trip back upstream. This usually came with no little amount of panic, and bizarre feats of balance, until who ever claimed leadership of the voyage turned on the bossy mouth and sorted us out right. Then we make the slow, sometimes whining, trudge back up that canal, because we would forget what a current does.


I remember the hay rides, where we'd laugh while aiming stones at streams and ponds shrieking when we'd hit our mark, booing when we'd just kick up foliage and dust. The older we grew the larger and larger the stones, an impressive display of strength, indeed. This was our coming of age.




I remember my Aunt welcoming the entire lot of us, with open arms, giving a reason to have a tradition to look forward to every year. This woman brought my family together, and I wish with all my heart we still carried these traditions on. Summer rolls around, and it's just not the same without a weekend running like crazies into the sun.

(picture by William Edmonds)

(Directly after getting the news of my aunt's passing, I stumbled upon an article about an 90 old couple, married for 72 years, who also died today. They traveled on within 70 minutes of the other, holding hands, the ambition of every young lover. All I could think about after hearing this was, why are all the good ones going? Aren't they all too young to leave? Dear God, please look after those who love so greatly, who give so generously. We desperately need them... but just maybe you need them a little more.)

Oh person person.

"Time.
There seems to be vast quantities of the stuff spooling around me in all directions,
everywhere I look.
Days and hours.
Weeks and minutes.
Years.
The hard part, I've discovered, is filling it. "
— Melissa Bank (The Girls' Guide to Hunting and Fishing)

My friend Tyler S. never seemed to have trouble filling his time.

He was an adventurer.
True blue. Dyed in the wool. Adventurer. Marvel vs Capcon-Kung Fu-REAL-parking lot dance partying-Harry Potter-moviesmoviesmovies-Tea from real tea-British night-etc...
And to think we only just met you. He will be missed.
He is being missed.

Tyler Cevering Soelburg
1986-2011

Eyes Lips Eyes are pretty enough to die

I am infatuated with the strapping fellows of Eyes Lips Eyes (formerly The Elizabethan Report).

Ah, I love them ever so much. Once they even let me hold a tambourine and sing into a mic and what not. (The glory days, the glory days.)

Their music video 'Pretty' just finished getting high-fives at the SXSW Film Festival. I'm pretty sure these boys are going places.

Come see them and dance with me THIS FRIDAY. The end.